I give up.
I’m done. I give up.
I cannot take it anymore. Today, I give in.
Early morning again. I did not wake in my bed, like usual. I just came from work, exhausted with all the paperwork from last night. I cannot think anymore—-no. I don’t want to think anymore.
Is this all it’s ever going to be? All day, everyday, working. Following orders from my boss on what to do. It’s been five years and I still don’t know what I’m doing here! But I’m really not contemplating on what my purpose is. What I’m really curious about is why I feel void of any emotions right now. It’s weird. It’s hard to explain. It’s like I’m in a black hole.
And just like that, it begins to rain. Great. Just when I feel blue, you really would like to take things another notch eh? I asked Norma.
But it’s just perfect. Here I am, walking in the street. Soaking wet. And no one can see my tears. Silently, I’m crying. While clutching my shoulder bag tight. No one sees me. No one listens. No one cares.
I cannot take it anymore. Today, I give in.
Early morning again. I did not wake in my bed, like usual. I just came from work, exhausted with all the paperwork from last night. I cannot think anymore—-no. I don’t want to think anymore.
Is this all it’s ever going to be? All day, everyday, working. Following orders from my boss on what to do. It’s been five years and I still don’t know what I’m doing here! But I’m really not contemplating on what my purpose is. What I’m really curious about is why I feel void of any emotions right now. It’s weird. It’s hard to explain. It’s like I’m in a black hole.
And just like that, it begins to rain. Great. Just when I feel blue, you really would like to take things another notch eh? I asked Norma.
But it’s just perfect. Here I am, walking in the street. Soaking wet. And no one can see my tears. Silently, I’m crying. While clutching my shoulder bag tight. No one sees me. No one listens. No one cares.
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